Tuesday, March 15, 2005

Deep in Thought

So many things happen so quickly within a short period of time and it makes me ponder and anxiously seeking for explanations which I myself do not have.

Sometimes I wish those things never happened to me. If only I could turn back time, start over again and totally forget what had happened. It’s not as simple as erasing files from a hard disk and think that it’s totally gone. Deleted files in a hard disk can be recovered by using data recovery software, unless the sector is overwritten by another file. Memory we’ve kept for sometimes can only be forgotten if we choose to forget. Believe it or not, I have the tendency of keeping things for a very long time and that includes photos, chat history, phone numbers, letters and the list go on. Is it wrong to do so?

Many things are beyond my control and I believe that only God can help me go through it. My Christian friends encourage me to stand firm in Christ no matter how tough my problem may seem.

I guess I can’t forgive myself for what had happened. My friendship with a friend may seem normal on the outside but deep inside we’ve created a wall between us. I doubt that things will ever be the same again. Unconsciously, either one of us may be keeping a distance from the other.

3 Comments:

At 4:06 PM, roy said...

ur not alone.. i share your frustration.

 
At 9:50 PM, david andrew said...

relevant i hope.

ybic, dave.
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Matthew 6:25-39

25“Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more important than food, and the body more important than clothes? 26Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? 27Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life?
28“And why do you worry about clothes? See how the lilies of the field grow. They do not labor or spin. 29Yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these. 30If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, will he not much more clothe you, O you of little faith? 31So do not worry, saying, ‘What shall we eat?’ or ‘What shall we drink?’ or ‘What shall we wear?’ 32For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. 33But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. 34Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.

 
At 9:54 AM, Celine said...

David Andrew,

Thanks for the meaningful and encouraging scripture, especially Matthew 6:33-34

33"But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.
34"Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.


Here's a scripture God have spoken to me. It's taken from Proverbs 3:5-6

5 Trust in the LORD with all your heart, And lean not on your own understanding;
6 In all your wats acknowledge Him, And He shall direct your paths.


:)

 

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